Entries from November 2000 ↓

Here I am standing upon the edge

I am lost, but I don’t know how.

I want to cry, to run, to fly, to die, to jump

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In my sleep

I heard her voice so clearly

Whispering my name

I thought that she was here Continue reading →

I sense there’s something in the wind

That feels like tragedy’s at hand

And though I’d like to stand by him

Can’t shake this feeling that I have

The worst is just around the bend Continue reading →

Forever we live
among you
pretending to be you
hating, lusting, loving Continue reading →

So maybe I’m an optimist….but I rather enjoy my life. Quite frankly I am sick and tired of people assuming that because I am “gothic”, I want die. I have absolutly no reason in hell to want to die. Allow me to be concieted for a moment, if I may… Continue reading →

Your Eyes
Glitter In The Darkness
Thousands Stars
Shine Tonight Continue reading →

Vampires,

They are known to have something to do with gothic.
How do we know its true?
Do any of you believe in vampires?
Cos’ I sure do!!
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(A Vero poem) Continue reading →

well ive been looking alot through the articles people have been writing about being a “true” goth and things along thoes lines. and how people who are new to being goth are posers or things like that. and if any one can i would love to know what a “true” goth really is? and what a “poser” is as well…
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A tasty short vampire story. (Fiction.)

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For sub-subject, This is my first article. Lets see how I do.

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Recently in my town of Hattiesburg Mississippi, a young man desicrated a graveyard with a sledghammer… Continue reading →

We live in front of a beautifully illustrated back drop… a scenery that isn’t quite so real. We live in a “safe reality” where science reigns supreme and banality (this means disbelief) has taken control. A place where fairies, wizards, and vampires only exist on the t.v. screen. A place where magic is only card tricks and such. Well i’m sorry to burst your bubble but it’s all real. Continue reading →

I’ve been hosted on darksites for a while now, but haven’t had a chance to truly surf the site until now.
Reading the messages, I came across a thread about subtlety in erotica and a wonderful example of just such a work. Being a fan of erotica that isn’t ‘in your face’ all the damned time as well as an author of such (at times) I thought I’d contribute to the group well-being *G* and offer this for those who crave….

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As most of you probably realise, there aren’t many places out there that young adults can go to hang out that aren’t ridden with drugs, violence and discrimination. Ashtabula County, Ohio is a place that, until very recently, had nowhere at all. Continue reading →

Vero writes again Continue reading →

author’s note: This “article” was originally published on darkzine.net. It has been reposted here with permission from the editor.

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I was at a little shop in Pennsylvania yesterday, but my mind is still there. It’s called the ::Planet Earth Gallery:: and it’s on PA 611 North, just north of the old helicopter. ( A local reference point….)
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Religions…all in a war. Perhaps this is the inevitable “Battle of Armagedon”. Which belief is accurate or more holy. All have lost sight. Continue reading →

When did I first awaken, and what sort of problems did I have?

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Another poem… Continue reading →

The only thing I know is that I know nothing.
Anyway I´m always asking myself about everything and I try to be not influenced by Science and Religion (but I also try to be informated about it, of course). Continue reading →

One of the biggest fears still continues to be Death. The ultimate “dark unknown.” But even Death can be intimately known and understood here and now. All one has to do is listen to the night. Continue reading →

I will start by saying the following is true, you may believe me if you want, if you don’t then it doesn’t matter to me.

I am accused of raping my ex girlfriend. This is the story, as she tells it…

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A dark rhyme for a dark month… Continue reading →

Over the years I have put plenty of thought into the Almighty God, some guy in the sky that everyone in this state is obsessed with. Continue reading →

Don’t you notice something a little odd, we are two months from the real millennium and no one has said a word yet…
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Where do I start? It’s another one of those days, actually evenings, where I must prepare to venture out into the atumnal and visceral world that I live in. I prepare for the stares, the wispers, the glares and the critcisms. I am a recently handfasted 26 year old single mother of a 4 and a half year old boy. Continue reading →

what is the point of life? Continue reading →

LIFE, A FUNNIE WORD. WHAT IS LIFE? WHY ARE WE HERE?

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