My brother recently became christian.I asked him why.He said he didn’t want to go to hell.That he wanted to believe he had someone watching over him, that his body would be worm food, but his spirit would live on.Classic santa clause syndrome.Be good get rewarded.Be bad get coal.I told him to be afraid of hell is like fearing the boogey man.I told him I would love to believe in the tooth fairy.But if I did, wouldn’t it be you arguing with me about my incredibly stupid beliefs?And what’s scarier, living a life of sin, then releasing to late you were wrong, and repenting….or changing the way you live, wasting a few hours a sunday to clasp your hands together and talk to yourself?To always be listening for something that was never there?To rely on something THAT NEVER EVEN HELPED YOU ONCE?
Now thats scary.
I am a satanist.I don’t worship the devil, but I don’t worship god.I am a voice of reason.Opposition to christians.They were the ones who dubbed me a satanist and I had to conccur.I had a great childhood.A very slight religous upbringing, but I was aloud to make my own choices.I’m not a depressing person, quite the opposite.I was told I would make a good comedian, and I love puppies.Whenever I show anyone the upside down cross on my arm, in their eyes, I am instantly evil.I am a goth, I wear all black, have all marilyn manson cds, etc.I DON’T HAVE ANYTHING WRONG WITH ME AND YET I’M LOOKED DOWN ON IN SOCIETY.You express yourselves your way, I’ll do it mine.
Any witches out there who have tried to explain themselves will sympathise.When people ask “why the black, what is wrong with you?” and there IS nothing wrong with you, what are you supposed to say?I was dropped at birth?Had one guy say “why don’t you dress nicer?You’ll get more girls that way”.While that is important to me, my reply was “because thats not me.To me dressing nicely is embarassing, wearing black feels, well, “nice”.
I would very much like someone to teach me about spells.If any witches or warlocks wanna explain how they work, what you have to do etc. email me at ihidthebody@yahoo.com