There is happiness after dark

Maybe I am just taking up more space, as in my last article I was feeling angsty, well guess what? I still am!! Only I will have to rephrase the word “hate”. To be honest I do not hate, but I dislike. Maybe because it is very difficult to trust others. I grew up practically with no one to talk to, that is until I got this little internet thing that I then met my fiance Tim. I always feel that without him in my life I would be nothing. I am of course happy with myself, I never stated that I didn’t like myself, of course I do. I can be a bit concited at times hehe. Anyway enough about moi. There is happiness after dark, and in that sense I mean that even in darkness no matter how much angst we have there is always something to make us happy. No I am not contradicting myself. I only write what I feel like that day. Today I feel calm, and scared. I almost burned the house down hehe, I didn’t mean to the gas just started to leak, but things are fine now. LOOK!! Here I am rambling again!!! Hehehe. Bye Bye now.