What I am is what I am

I do not consider myself to be a dark person. I am what I am, I can be nothing more. If other people perceive this to be dark then it is their view of what I am. Only the individual can truly know what the individual consists of.There are pretty much only a few people in the world that really know anything about me: what I am, what I like, what I feel. Not even these people though, are capable of truly understanding me. I can help them to know me, but not to understand me. I’m not sure if even I understand myself.To presume to know me is to presume godliness. How the hell can anyone apart from a higher power know what is going on in my head? It is impossible to know what I am without having some god like powers. To act like you do know is arrogant and stupid: I pity you.However, I do want people to know what I am. I don’t want to exclude my friends from who or what consists me. I want to pull people inside and show them me, pure and simple. I know it is impossible, but I can always try.We can all try. I am trying