alone ! don’t you ever feel alone, and no ones there to hold your hand? am just writing this because i have nothing to do. i just know am all alone in this so called reality of a world .why can’t people just be themselves ,and why can’t everyone have those answears to questions not yet asked. god,, if there was one could help us and tell us something to keep us from doing something stupid. i just wish i had something to help me on my path of life .god why am i so different than i really want to be .i don’t know who i am, or what am doing here ,god! i can’t do this !!am going to sleep now peace!
alone
March 30th, 2001 | darkness
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People like us are doomed to feel alone, for we are beyond the normal perception of those around us.
They never are true to themselves for fear of being alone. They hide in groups never being themselves because they lack the strength to be who they are on the inside.
I feel alone everyday, I have no “real” friends, they all hide behind personas. Well, I have one friend, but she lives far away now, and I only get to see her occasionally.
I would have to wuestion anybody who FULLY understood themselves. Life is an ever evolving thing, to KNOW what you are is to become stagnagnt and then why bother living at all right?
I once felt like you feel today. I was bullied alot at school. People made my life a living hell. And I wanted to end it. My former boyfriend made me belief I was Trash, because i’m bisexual, and that nobody would even care when i wouldn’t be here anymore.
I just was capable in making friends, real friends on equal base. And I was afraid to trust people. For they fucked up my life. Even my own Father wasn’t to be trusted. Then, I fell in love with this hardrocker. But he didn’t want me. He feeling so desparetely to help me helped me true. With my depressed moments I almost caused a lethal accident, he was in the same car. He was the type of Guy that felt nothing. Well now he cried in my arms and thus I finally understood he loved me for who I was. Sinds then everything turned out great. I dumped the looser and have a new bf for 1,5 year now.
What I want to say: just go out there are more like you trust me on this.
well said. i agree with you fully. but u know that.
wow u amazing i am glade you’ve found someone and i know how it feels not being accepted cuz your bi am to sooo….. have nice day bye