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Entries from April 2001 ↓
Im new can someone help me out?
April 30th, 2001 — vampire
gothism
April 30th, 2001 — gothic
i think people are taking the gothic culture the wrong way. it is becoming more of a passing fad, of like clique, than a culture. i think that if poeple are going to call themselves gothic, that they should actually be gothic. just because you wear 100 pounds of chains around your neck, and dress in all black, and have a thing for marylin manson, doesn’t make you gothic. gothism is some thing that you either have or don’t have. people always ask, what is goth? what are the personality traits of o goth. well, nobady can tell what is a goth. its just something that you know deep in your heart, and it’s not something that you can just label your self…
Gypsy
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
What is the meaning of life? As in the definition? No, idiot, as in, “what is the purpose.” Continue reading →
To Tristen
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
Several years ago I knew you, somewhat well, but circumstances made it hard for us to be around eachother. I never told you that I really did care about you. You were always understanding, to a point. When I first saw you I thought for sure you were the one for me, then I noticed everyone else kind of thought that too. Chances are we will never see eachother again. If you read this, figure out who you are and who I am, you know you had a secret crush.
Hint: you left a green dagger in my car, twice.
PS to write back use the private mail. I am trying to keep my name unattached.
Prologue to Imagination
April 30th, 2001 — gothic
I was just courious, because I do all the time.
a different type of pain - Utopian
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
i’ve been reading all the pieces on this site about “self mutilation”, and most of them (infact all of them i think) involve people who cut themselves. i don’t cut myself, but i do make myself feel pain. i’m writing this to get a reply from people, i want to know if anyone else does the same kind of thing. Continue reading →
What its like to be a selfish bitch
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
Its hard to realise, people don’t really see the side of me that often. But to be as truthful as i can I really am a selfish shitty bitch. Continue reading →
Officer Leroy the spooky monkey guy who shits his haunts.
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
Steps for inner darkness and lame lame blah blah Continue reading →
News release in United Kingdom
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
Look at:http://www.westpress.co.uk/news/stories/new04.htmlFind it interesting
Craving Confusion
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
My Last Day
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Satanic Temple Under fire by Churches in media
April 30th, 2001 — darkness
A newspaper in England has Temple of Satanic Revelation UK under fire but the Temple admin are fighting tooth and nail against xtain leaders.Text of article not readily available however this is pix of article.http://www.geocities.com/thesatanic/johndebattle.jpg
Insanity
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Shattered
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Passions
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Bastard
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Confustications (a poem)
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Be Mine
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
hear thee luna
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
The Day I Joined Her
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Him
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
Waiting
April 30th, 2001 — poetic
What in HEAVEN!!!
April 29th, 2001 — darkness
I think instead of what in hell? I will say “what in heaven!!?” Because you can find everything and anything you want in hell. The devil will give you anything you want, even if its good, like the white house with the picket fence. But God will give you so many reasons and barriers to keep you from that “beautiful life”. But then Do I really want to goto hell? No I hate the heat.. :laugh: that would be my reason. Because its hot. Who’s got problems? Back to the subject. So I will remain a atheist. Or Believe that God is not what we believe and that the Devil is not what we think either. Maybe they are opposites. Maybe they are having a election.. mudslinging each other, “He will make you burn in hell for a thousand years” God would say about the devil. The devil would respond ” But everyone up there is so bright and shiney.” So when I die, I am just going to stay in the middle. Maybe if I don’t believe in either of then, I will never die?
Imagination
April 29th, 2001 — gothic
Do you ever imagine your flesh being cut open with a razor? Slicing into your skin deep and precise. Feeling it lifting up as your nerve ends tingle, realizing it is, so deep you cannot feel it anymore just a warm glow from out the wound. Feeling the warm blood ooze warm and feeling it slide moist across your body spreading it like finger paints.
Just courious really.
My theory…
April 29th, 2001 — darkness
My theory… everybody around me is brainwashed. They are afraid to step outside of those fragile lines called society, which seems to bind us so tightly. Shhh… big brother is watching… DONT GET CAUGHT FIGHTING THE IMPOSSIBLE! I am trapped. It’s too late, their too far gone, can’t save them now… Line up to meet your fate; your the failure, tough luck, sorry. That’s what they say… Just because you dare to dance outside of normality, what they call sanity… they knock you flat on your ass! What is wrong with being your own self??? Someone tell me… WHAT IS WRONG WITH OUR WORLD?!?! It’s enough to drive you off the edge. So say you try give them enough of their normality, it’s not enough… Nothing is good enough for them. I think they gave me life to take it away, well I have a slightly different idea. I am a free soul… and they will never know the pleasure experienced, when your FREE!
Insane
April 29th, 2001 — poetic
Tennis with dead prezidents
April 29th, 2001 — poetic
A Pome Called HOPE
April 29th, 2001 — poetic
Funeral tanka poem
April 29th, 2001 — poetic
RAGE CAGE
April 29th, 2001 — poetic