falling on my mind

i never knew one thing… did i fell or did i jump to it?

well it doesnt matter. the real thing is that i kill her with my hands…. and i dont feel so god about it but it was something that i to must do. she and he, both in my bed.. i couldn’t accept it, and i just did it. my hand was red and they still are in my bed, bleeding and dying. one thing was true.. i loved her.. well, she didnt feel the same for me.. bah. a noise came to my hear, it was my neck breaking… now i know why she always was so tired when i was at home. him… that guy.. i dont care about who was him, now he is dead and she too.. now i start to cry and dont know why… might be because of she or because for my damn life… well, all the thigs wont matter soon. the floor is near my head… i will die. andrea… bye my loved girl.. in the morge they said “he died fast and with no pain” they never know how wromg they were.