The devil dances around and aroundLaughing at my agonyAs I cannot move myselfHe is breaking down my spiritI struggle and I try to winBut it’s no use; I hold on to no strengthThere is nothing left to live forMy body is no longer sacredI thought I could stop himI thought I could trust him He told me he loved meAnd I believed his liesI now lie here in painBlood and tears everywhereMy whole body is heavy and numbAs my eyes slowly close and I stop trying to hold on to life