Magots infest my armsLying there rotting awayWorthless to the worldAs i’ve been my hole lifeI’ve hid away for too longNot knowing the world as it isMy eyes are too swollen to seeI’ll cry bloodFor i can taste the bitter bloodFallen away from life it selfMy nails were riped from my fingersMy skin riped from my skinScared for life from what i do to my selfI’m lonely .. afraid as wellSo unhappy I amWhats going on with my life?It’s soo fucked up For i have fucked it upBut whyI’ve fit your expectationsI’m everything you want me to beBut anythin I’ve done.I’ve fucked it up :(.