Entries from May 2001 ↓

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People have a habit of calling us Goth when we wear our dark clothes and paint our faces white then contrast it with dark makeup. However that has nothing to do with Goth. Goth is the way we believe in what we believe. The clothes just add some taste and a sense of our style. People judge us before they get to know us an thats whaat pisses me off the most… it drives me absolutley nuts. But I guess until people realize who we are, we’ll have to deal with it. We are compassionate about who we are….and we feel for the dark unlike those who love the light. We are a one-of-a-kind persons, and that is what makes us us in our unique ways.

i heard that roswell was going off the air and i was so afraid and i didn ‘t know what to do, then i woke up and realized that roswell sucks and so does this lame site. phew!

Do people honestly look at themselves in the mirror and question their features? Do they think their noses are too big or their arms look flabby or even does my hair really look like straw? I mean..who gives a fuck? Who cares what they look like on the outside when really deep within their apperance doesnt matter and their personality is just brsting to get out. Continue reading →

The thick smoke quickly escaped the small cabinet the car had to offer. A guy stood shaking his head. I quickly realized who it was. The patrol car had followed us off the highway. Continue reading →

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*welcome*-I want to say thank you for exsepting a cruel sick fuck like myself–second most I dont like flesh unless I am eating it and fucking it–third most thing I want to say is panthera is mine back off-*wickid smile*

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IF YOU HAVE DOUBTS ABOUT WHO AND WHAT MARILYN MANSON IS FEEL FREE TO IM ME, I KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT, HE IS A GOD, NOT A PSYCHO, GIVE HIM A CHANCE, ANY ONE THAT LIKES HIM FOR WHO HE IS, RIGHT ON AND IM ME IF YOU WANT. SATANS LITTLE HELPER

“He wore a black cloak and high boats, he road upon the darkest horse the man had seen, a beast as black as sack cloth, so deep so dark it sucked at your soul. The dark stranger gave the man a feral grin as he passed by, and as he turned his head their was an evil glint that caught his eye, the man knew then who he faced…….it was death and hell followed in his path”

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(Note to the reader: the lines indicate change of first-person view)————”Hey, I know what killed her. You got to listen to me.” I pleaded, sure that he would open his mind up a little. Continue reading →

I would really appreciate all of your opinions on this subject.There is this girl I have known for the past year or so. At the moment I am trying to have her arrested because she has threatened Me, My Love, My sister, Her boyfriend and my parents. I really could let this all go but I just don’t think I should deal with everything she does any longer. I know I am being very petty and I should be above this. But these kind of people should not have to be tolerated. I’ll give you a somewhat short description of what I have been going through. I am going to post a passage that a typed about a week ago. Continue reading →

Well, sometime last year I began to lose it. I began to head downhill mentally. I could not concentrate. I began to tell outrageous lies for attention. While I began make friends at an amazing speed, I was also self destructing. I was burning myself with glue guns and cigerite lighters. I cried all the time and I was contemplating suicide every night. Continue reading →

When you walk the Earth for a time you come to certain ideas and certain truths. You hear everyone’s version of morals, and everyones version of what is right and what is wrong. Then you come up with what suits your lifestyle. Then the shit hits the fan. Suddenly people who were once firends are now people who think they need to set you right before you hurt yourself. Suddenly the choices you make in your life should be making you unhappy, because they don’t think they are moral choices. Continue reading →

Hi all . I was wondering if anyone had any information on vampires please e-mail me at DemonicAngel05@aol.com

I’ve been coming to this site for alomost a year, and im kinda dissappointed that they took down the poetry section, if they didnt then i just cant find it. Well im just looking for someone cool to talk to, hopefully female…dont get the wrong idea, i have a girl friend, and im not a sex crazy ass monkey, but females are pretty much easier to talk to than guys, but if your a guy i dont mind talking to you, just as long as your opened minded and are too much of a dick head. Any way im into poetry,(i love reading it and ive wrote alot of it), art(painting, photography, drawing or anything else that you consider art), i have a few of my works on my comp but not the newest ones yet, i need to develop the film. Im also into the wiccan religions and other forms such as those that ive mentioned, so if you think ill be able to put up with you, my e-mail address is johnp@netscorp.net , so if you want to talk for anything at all, just give me an e-mail…..laterim pretty drunk right now too, but that doesnt change much of anything, so dont take it as a badthing, maybe ill explain later, if your good enough to communicate with…..posthuman,

I was typing in random addresses in my web site thing, and I found this site. I read a few things and realized most the people on this site are alot like me.I mean, who doesn’t like a twisted sense of humor sometimes.Anyway, like my title says, I’m just happy to have found this site.

Sweet chuckles in the dark, her hair falling across my face, I felt as if I were back in high-school. The warm feel of a body in my arms, I thought I’d forgotten it. How long since I’ve held someone that way? Months, and more months. Continue reading →

He stood on the cliff, and closing his eyes- he fell. He didn’t brace himself for the fall as a person usually would- possibly because he wanted to die. To him, death would be welcoming- for his love would be waiting. Shouldn’t I have hit bottom by now? He asked himself. His eyes opened- he was in the clouds, high above the ground. And she was waiting for him. She was just as he remembered her, and his heart skipped a beat. She seemed to glow; her body glittered and shimmered with an inner light. But her eyes- though bright and loving, were sad. Continue reading →

Greetings minions of the cursed Earth,I come before you with wings of fire and a mouth that displays the ultimate carnage. This roleplaying seems to be getting quite corny in my old age and I don’t like it. As the night draws closer in the valleys of Gomorrah I hear the thunderous groans of many a decaying carcass. The demons roam this god forsaken town looking for any deranged human being to attack.I will now retreat into my lonely tavern to rest because this is no place for a warlock such as myself.

a knight stand with his sword put partially in the ground the cliffs edge right under his toes a grim smile on his features “The devil has been defeated for now but he shall return again strong and new to the world i vow to live till that day when i may pass this sword on to the next of the devils adversary” he lets out a laugh that you could only hear if you were in a torture room full of the insane.as far as he knew this was the strongest the devil could get so as he threw his sword to the lake he whispered to the lady in the lake”i vow to come to get it when it is to be passed on i shall give the ring you gave to me on the night of our son was concieved. goodbye my love i shall see you again when times are better” Continue reading →

my little friend, ah well, what am i meant to say.? Continue reading →

my mind plays me … it lingers, it’s liken to a river with no dept but filled with grables washed away by its current … it pierce … this feelin’s evaded with out fairness and that sense of life is nailed to its wits … Continue reading →

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