understanding me

I feel that i’m fucked up in the head. And i

can’t stop feeling this way. I mean none of my friends or family understand how i feel.But when i try to explain it they think i’m crazy so i keep to my self in my own fucked up world and hope one day everything will clear up two of my best friends sort know how i feel. so i try to tell them they tell that i’m not the only one in the world with problems. but they still don’t fucking understand me. noby understands me. people try to but they never will i just stay to my self about things that go on in my life but i dont think i could keep to my self anymore i might go crazyon my family or someone else so this is basically a cry for help if any one is out there feels this please tell me.

WILL ANY ONE UNDERSTAND ME EVER?