I don’t want this anymore,
But I don’t want it to stop.
So I swam in the ocean of sorrow,
Wanting everything I couldn’t have
In here.
I swam out far
And floated merrily along,
Letting the waves do what they wished
With my body and my soul, alone
Out there.
Can’t you see me going down?
Do you hear the piercing sound
Of my screams traveling for miles?
I guess you are deaf
Just like everyone else
Around here.