Entries from October 2001 ↓

on all hallos eve the demons did sing of tommorrow and of things to come….on all hallos eve the angels did fall~their wings burning from THEIR sins…on all hallos eve the devil did sing me a lullaby…///

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My friend don’t do it

I can’t go it without you

I need you to hear

I need you to see
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When Selena opened the door there stood a man with blonde hair. Selena gave a loud scream and ran to the living room where her friend, Kate, was. “What’s the matter?” said Kate frightened, “what’s wrong?” “Person… at… door…BLONDE HAIR!!!” she screamed.
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My body is the outer shell,

to protect my prize from all the hell.

The flame and torment I will fight,

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Life’s for living,

Not for dying.

Love’s for giving,

Not for crying.
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Gar-bage (Gar’bij) A Perfect Example Of Uninteresting Poetry

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“Grim”

A girl with marks on her arms

fiery red hair

and maddening charm
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“So Sweet”

But am I so sweet?

So sweet when I tell you of the night when I will cut your throat?

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“Nathan”

I peer at your height

Through my pretty dark eyes

That lay embedded in a sheet of white flesh

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Look up and see the infinite beauty

In mass destruction

Hold me while the sun goes down

We’ll watch the world burn
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At age 14 I was a very sweet, very innocent, and very naive young lady. All my friends were boys, save for one female friend named Sara with whom I shared everything. We were very close and were almost always together.

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why is that you hide yourself from me?

you say you love me

but you act so strange

you changed yourself

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Daddy’s Litlle Girl

A Short Story by Shannon Wells (a close friend)

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I once knew a girl. She was kind of a loner, kind of not. She just didn’t hang out with anyone in school. Everyone knew she had friends somewhere else. What they didn’t know was that it was a bunch of 18 year old guys (3 years older) that lived 45 minutes away. Continue reading →

The only sound, waves crashing on the shore.

I look up, a bright blue sky,

Few clouds and a noon day sun.

No gulls in sight,

Nothing in flight,

Lying by the water.

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I’ve got green holes where I used to grow

I’ve got faded eyes that used too glow

An empty room whre you used to stay

Where I sometimes sit to pass hours away
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Kill me please,

let me slip into the velvet night of death

or else let me be torn apart in the agoy of indecision,

either way my soul must be cleansed,

for its not only me Im hurting.

I am so confused,

let the Man in black be my God,

there is no God here, else I would not destroy that which I love

for it is him too that Im hurting.

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Trapped and locked away

my pain and fears torture me endlessly

how long must I endure,

What have I done to deserve this?
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You never had a father figure

You never had a man in your life

Now u’ve grown to be a big girl

Curious of what the other sex is like

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No more tears

No more lies

No more pain

No more Cries
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It’s so damn hard letting go

I can tell cuz I’m still holding the memory of you

As if in a picture

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She wiped the thick salty tears from her cheeks and let out a frustrated growl. She had to do it. They commanded her too. She could not disobey their orders. Though she hated them with so much passion, she could not turn away from them. They were her only friends in world. Focus, she told herself. Focus, focus.
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I knew there was something special from the first moment I saw you.

You smiled at me, and told me your name.

We walked for hours, learning about each other.

And I knew I’d never be the same.

Love, You never forget your first.

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I see a snake slithering aside my feet,

But I move not to distract it.

I feel a centipede moving up my leg,

But I move not to disturb it.
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Ever sat in a room with black walls, black floor and ceiling, and looked all around? Ever noticed that this black room never has a door or a light? I use to have a light known as childhood; known as innocence. My light was torn down, wires and all however, when my heart was taken from my body through my throat. I was rudely awakened to the reality of my bleak existence and from then on I have live in my black room. I have lived in my own torment and grievence. I have detached myself with no hope of ever returning. I’m lost without my light.

i wrote this a while ago…i was pretty depressed/pissed off…i wrote it using words cutout from magazines…
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just so all of you fans of Remy and Angel know ..I will be posting more of the story but i havent yet wrote anymore ..what with me moving and all i really havent had the time to do much plus i have been looking for a job and i now live in BFE now that is speaking litteraly!!! I live in a podunk little town where there is nothing and you have to drive a million miles to get anywhere my job is like 30 min away and thats if i speed *wink* so anyway i havent had the time to write anything and i just recently got back on the net…..soon i will continue it for you.

As Always Summer Girl

“Do you really love me?

I say you should not dare

But you will soon see why

Why no one should care

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What if I didn’t exist

would anything halt its turning

would the space be emptied forever

that I was born to

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Stolen shadows in a dark embrace

A look of danger etched on her face

I felt her fingers–a frozen touch

A dreamland’s lost within her clutch
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