Entries from November 2001 ↓

It was a cold night, that night. Western winds driving rain into our faces to mingle with the sweat and blood, clammy terror. We circled each other feverishly under the sickly glow of fading lampposts, still breathless from the chase. Continue reading →

I think that by tonight… I’ll exist no more and what’s left of my ashes will be burned again and again until there’s nothing left of me but memories…. Continue reading →

A DEEP RELATION OF HATE
NO RESPONSIBILITIES TO HOLD
THE DEVIL HAS TAKEN ME
JUST AS HE HAS TAKEN MY SOUL Continue reading →

We use to be close
We did everything togeather
Until you met him
The one that tore us apart Continue reading →

As I look around
I see a cage
My heart begins
To fill with rage Continue reading →

I gaze into the mirror and see a beautiful suicide.
I pull a razor from my chest and smile.
Tears of joy fall from my eyes as I drag the dullness across the blue rivers. Continue reading →

Sephiroth

When Tifa awoke the next morning, she wonudered if what had happened when she saw Sephiroth was a dream. Continue reading →

shez crzy like her mother
complicated like her father Continue reading →

The streetlamp spreads its dim light down onto a stranger awaiting,
I often wonder to myself just what it is he’s waited for. Continue reading →

Yea I finally see
The reddish-greenishness of your Misery
Sharp and Cold and Slick to the touch
Mmm….give it to me Continue reading →

My name is Lucifer, take my hand be not afraid

Follow me now and you will not regret

Some say my love cannot be true, but I say love-
is the answer

Continue reading →

Struggle through this maze of life named death. I cant run anymore what who do I run from its not a person or a feeling I do not know if I even run or am I scared what is happening to me I cant figure out as I don’t know what is going on. Continue reading →

He had a thing for there skin. He didnt need them for anything else. He just wanted there skin. Its all he could think about, all he could dream about. Lying in a bed of human flesh, not any old human flesh. Continue reading →

beautiful, come again one day i will win
today is the day the day of the sin
i cannot handle this pain, crud
without i feel like a puddle of mud Continue reading →

I’m pretty sure that if someone reads this, they’re going to get all huffy about it. Continue reading →

interupted are my thoughts
by the sweet stench
of burning flesh
the screams have ceased Continue reading →

First off, I would like to say, this is a horror story off the ending of Final Fantasy VII (7) or, what happens after the games ends. If you’ve never played the game before, it might take a little time to understand this. But if so…you love this!! Enjoy!! Continue reading →

YOu PuSH it To tHe LIMits..
I Can’T stAnd To see yOu Happy…
Im My eyEs YoU DonT exiST
In my eyeS YoU Won’T coNSIst oF thaT pErSON you ArE mENt TO be.

He wont let me cut anymore
He sez it wont help me
But what does he know
About me and me and my blood Continue reading →

The stage lights were bright. The music was loud. In the crowd, figures danced in strange semi-tribal rhythms and blood spotted the dirty concrete floor. One voice caused it all. One man commanded the crowd. Continue reading →

This is a poem I wrote when I was 16 and locked up in the state mental hospital in Independence Iowa (locked up in independence… how ironic) Prease comment if you read this… If it is well liked I want to turn it into a song for my friends band. Continue reading →

I said something uncalled for
::cuts myself on the foot::
I opened myself to much
::slices a line across my forehead:: Continue reading →

He sits there motionless and silent. He

just rests in his chair, recollecting upon what

he had done. Everything had gone according to

plan. Just as they had said. Continue reading →

Shadows
I am lost upon the shadows
Somewhere from not caring and caring to much
I blame this on my child hood
I blame my parents
I blame myself Continue reading →

As the midnight sun burned through the clouds, a misty light pours upon my city.
For somewhere in this city, lies my Razor Winged Angel. She is of the ranks of the forgotten, that have overwhelmed this land, and are cursed with a hollow exsistance. Continue reading →

Dorian stood there looking in through the open door that led into the room.
All 6′3″ of his lithe muscular frame was hidden behind the oak tree that shaded the garden doors and small veranda from the hot summer sun. Continue reading →

(this is a story I wrote about myself,if you are going to be bored …dont cristisize me in a comment,just dont waste your time )
Im not going to say that I am that odd.Lets start off…about last year or so …I began to start dressing odd,kind of punk and skaterish. Continue reading →

Each Day More Freighting

feelings of resentment were always surfaced,
now i hide in the corner in which you pointed
hiding your lies with my disgrace,
it was all of your anger that which they anointed, Continue reading →

For This
I ask you, is this how you have seen me all this time?
An object subjected to one of your mindgames.
For this I refuse your common known goal. Continue reading →

have you ever felt so all alone that if you were to die, right here, right now, no one would notice? no one would be worse off? or worse yet, they knew yet didn’t care? Continue reading →