For This
I ask you, is this how you have seen me all this time?
An object subjected to one of your mindgames.
For this I refuse your common known goal.
Not for you, not for anyone will I give up my salvation.
I leave you with this one note….Your lies paralize my emotions.
The more you fake lies for this,
The slower my dead heart turns into what I fear.
Broken promises were spoken upon your lips.
Not that I can remember this particular one.
Lies spill out for all to see.
I await in silence for all to bare witness for me.
The pity from them is directed towards myself for believeing you.
I have dismissed you from being honest.
I forgive you for never saying when I needed you to much.
This is not the way I could have moved on.
After all our love was never real in your eyes, I was only someone you could use, someone who would never say stop.
The love I thought I had with you was only spoken in childs stories, a broken facade.
For this is the only pity I have left,
love is only for those who have not been hurt by someone like you.
From this, I wish you harm in my demise, harm in my downfall in which you have caused.
Once I close my eyes, I see your face.
I feel the pain return into my heart, your words repeating.
Speaking your lies of never leaving.
But for you I send you this, for you…I give my last emotion..Pain.