War against ME

Struggle through this maze of life named death. I cant run anymore what who do I run from its not a person or a feeling I do not know if I even run or am I scared what is happening to me I cant figure out as I don’t know what is going on.

I don’t think I am human as if I was I would have feelings. I feel nothing I fear nothing yet I think I run I don’t know from what. I fear not living I fear not dying I fear to love I fear not hate. I would love to lie in a coffin motionless in a cemetery. I know not who I am I know not what I am. If I had a enemy outside of me I could have fought it I could have overcome it. I am at war with my own self how can I win from myself ??? who loses and who wins?