Entries from December 2001 ↓

My soul is lost
my mind is crossed between reality
Life is so very short, but so very long
Why do we question the source of being here? Continue reading →

The night is cold and dark as I look out my window

No light anywhere, except for the red moon above Continue reading →

Here i sit
all alone in my sea of loathing
with no one to turn to
but the cold face of death Continue reading →

My birthday, I was coming back home from the pool,
When my dad told me i was a fool, I asked why and he started to hit me, I fell on the ground and loooked all around, I tried to cry for help, I couldnt tho no one was around, Continue reading →

Should you choose the vampire way
You hunt the night and sleep all day
You will move from place to place
Feeding on the human race Continue reading →

I feel your breath on my neck,
I feel your pain in my heart.
I feel your hands on my waist,
I feel it’s time for my part. Continue reading →

I wrote this off the top of my head; no planning, no poetry. I just wrote what I was feeling at the time…and it probably won’t make any sense to anyone but me, but still: Continue reading →

She crouched in the corner, just bleeding and slicing and I cannot tell why I found it inviting. Yes, I might add, it was wholly exciting. Her blood even looked like a rose in the pale room lighting. Continue reading →

When tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see;
If the sun should rise and find your eyes
All filled with tears for me; Continue reading →

I remember organizing the rooms, so all the items could be unpacked in the best precise manner as possible. Continue reading →

Here I am now
trying to find the way
but I am at the bow
my life I will betray Continue reading →

He stood over the naked body as his hands gently cursed the curves ever so gently. He believed that she would be the woman to turn him to his true self and not what he had changed to in the past few years. Continue reading →

She paints my soul with fear as deadly as the movie Scream would be to a child. She poisons my tainted heart with toxic liquid as I adhere her hand and she whispers in my ear, “Don’t worry, sweetie, it’s not THAT bad.” Continue reading →

To only feel such happiness is to die…those thoughts of darkness lurked in her eyes. Those sweet sensible eyes that foretold the past of her life. Continue reading →

Somewhere in the darkness… he lingered… the pain wasn’t bad here. Continue reading →

I am an empty husk….. Continue reading →

I’m sitting here, just writing you this letter,
Hopeing that soon you’ll be feeling much better.
Time goes by so slowly without you, Continue reading →

I was a vampire. Then and forever.
This he explained to me while I cried the only tears I will ever cry again. After losing everything, and then killing someone there isn’t much that can make me emotional.
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Out on the lonesome highway
I met a haunted man.
He looked so sad stood in the rain
I thought I’d lend a hand. Continue reading →

Vampire

Sometimes it is hard to understand
The call of the dark,
The seduction of the innocent by the damned. Continue reading →

Hidden

Tonight I am a ghost.
A shade - not quite in
The realm of the living.
A specter that watches - Continue reading →

My life could be the plot of some B-rate horror movie. Something called, Attack of the Loser Freak With the Crazy Eyes. Or even Attack of the Freak with the Crazy Eyes Who Drink’s Blood, So RUN! Too long? I guess it would be bad to add that I’m also a witch?
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Regardless of desire a life is lost,
Remnants of being in emotion’s tempest tossed.
A passion, a hate all intertwined,
To create for this soul, so well defined, Continue reading →

He walked into her room, to find her lying there dead asleep. She was beautiful, her long red hair cascaded across her silken shoulders, and onto the pillow. Continue reading →

If at first you don’t succeed - DIE! Continue reading →

I thought is was a good idea at the time,
The quickest way to end the pain.
Just one deep slash and I’d be fine,
Won’t take too long for life to drain. Continue reading →

Don’t think i don’t know what your plan is
You call yourself a parent!
You’re no more different than an apparent death sentence Continue reading →

Don’t think i don’t know what your plan is
You call yourself a parent!
You’re no more different than an apparent death sentence Continue reading →

Well how nice your waiting for me
But what do you really want from me?
Maybe it isn’t me you want…maybe its my body that amazes you Continue reading →

hey..this was just something i had to write for school…just felt like posting this bcauz itz something i would write anywayz…don’t mind me..my writing isn’t as good as all the writers out here. Continue reading →