Different Lifes and Different Paths
By Brad Ihrcke as told to Brigitte
i am bad for u
u need to face it
base your life on it
dont become wut i already am
push urself away from me
and away from my type of life
i am dead inside already
u dont want to be like that
i know i should leave u
we both know i should
we know ur boyfriend is right
but i cant go away
and i dont know why
but it could be that i love u
and care about u
so much that i need to be there
to see how u are doing
and how far away you are getting
from my type of life
u need to run
run away from the bad
me
run
get away
from being to close to a life like mine
im gone already
it is too late
too late for me to change my life
to change it
to wut it could have been
wut i could have had
the choices i should have made
most were bad
i made to many
to many mistakes to,
change my life back
to wut it could have been
i cant go back intime
to do wut i should have
could have done
to stop myself
from makeing all the wrong choices i did
i have a fucked up life
i love
and i care about u so much
that i want to see
that u dont take the path i did
u need to get away
dont deal wit stuff the way i did
dont make the bad choices
even if they seem so good at the time
ur boyfriend is right
we both know that is true
deep down we do
that im bad for u
a bad influence on u
we both need to face it
i cant be changed
its too late for my life
for me to be changed
back to wut i could be
or wut i could have been
but ur life
u need to work on wit ur boyfriend
it isnt too late for u
and for ur life to be changed
back to wut u should be
wut u once were
u can once again become
if u and him try
u can go back
back to who u once were
back to who u truly are
u need to get away
get far away
from my type of life
u dont want to be
wut i already am
it is too late
for me
u need to face it
work on ur life now
change ur life back
to wut it once was
and to wut it can be
to wut u can be
i know
that u have had many bad things
many bad things that u cant change
that u cant take back
but u
can atleast try to forget
and get over those things
push them as far back as u can
dont think about them
then u can get back on the path
that u were once on
the path that u should be on
and u can become wut u really are
and be who u really are
im sorry u had to hear this
but u know as much as i do
that this is all true
dont worry i will still be there
i will help put u back
on the right path
the path u should be on!
and will help keep u on that path
i will stay around
to show and remind u
of wut u dont want to become
the thing that u dont want to be
the life u dont want to have
always remember
no matter wut
u think
or how u feel
i will be there for u
helping to put
and keep u on the right path
the path u belong on
u need to let go of me
and of changing my life
cuz its to late for me
and for my life
there once was hope
for me and for my life
but that was long ago
the good side of me
is still fighting just to stay alive
its a struggle everyday
for that side of me
so dont try and change me
and my life
anymore
just work on urself
and ur own life
so let me go
dont try to change me
or my life anymore
u need to work on urs
with ur boyfriend
but always remember
no matter wut i will be there
for u and with u
every step of the way
to remind u
of wut u dont want to be
or wut u dont want ur life to be
iam sorry brigitte
you know all of this is true
deep down u do
so work on ur life
no matter wut gets in ur way
no matter wut i will always be here for u
i still care about u
alot more than u know
so i will stay
to help u along the right way