I am an empty husk…..
I am numb to the world around me. I dont know how to live sometimes. All I can think about is YOU. My friends try to cheer me up and help me not think about you…. But I CANT. Its too hard. I feel so alone without you… Ive spent so much of my life alone…. I dont want to know what it feels like anymore. I know that you need some time to figure yourself out and to know what it feels like without me… i understand that. I will give you all the time that you need. And I will remain safe…. I will not die….. I WILL NOT DIE….. I will sit, and I will wait for you….. And i will cry. Until you have found whatever it is you need to find, I ‘ll be waiting……
“In a bullet proof vest, with the windows all closed, I’ll be doing my best….. I’LL SEE YOU SOON…….”
I love you…
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see your lover in hell;
okey dokey….nice…i like it
like u i also feel this numbness. well dun
Numbness… Shell shock…. You know, that ‘thing’ you get when you’re too scared, terrified, or hurt badly… That thing where you know nothing that goes on around you….. That is where most humans are.
i feel almost as if i had written this myself…i know this state all too well. keep writing.