Here I am now
trying to find the way
but I am at the bow
my life I will betray
For I cannot go on
the pain has taken over
I will not be your pawn
no longer will I follow
Its all too much to take
all too much to swallow
Your love was all a fake.
I want to jump out of this hollow
this empty part of my heart
you so carelessly did make.
The darkness has crept in
the shadows my only friend.
I sink now in my artificial skin
and with the nights bitter end
as my life goes under
I scream into the water
my heart grows colder
no one to lend a shoulder
deeper and deeper I sink
just empty space in my mind
nothing left to think
nothing more to find.
My home is now the shallow waters
and before I float to the top
I shall lay and wait
to leave my soul
and meet my fate.