tie me to the post
blind fold me
say my last words
say my good byes Continue reading →
Entries from January 2002 ↓
Shoot ME
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Dragonflies Are Never Kissed (words never spoken to my DarkAngel)
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
No 1 aspires 2 b a hoe or a trique. I don’t remember agreeing 2 this, did I walk n2 this world with my eyes wide shut? Continue reading →
Fighting for control
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
For about 7 months I have been fighting my self for control over my emotions. Everytime I get into a fight I get so violent. I lash out… Continue reading →
life?
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
what is life?….what is love? Continue reading →
What Is Lost …
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
The girl looked around her into the shadows. They hurt her now, as they had once been unable to. They seeped into her and broke her. She didn’t … or couldn’t fight it…. Continue reading →
i embrace nothing
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
I Embrace the Darkness,
I Embrace the silence,
I Embrace love, though it leaves me cold, Continue reading →
Voco in Dubium
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
Question:
Is it better to be bitter or sad?
Cynical and hateful or morose and cold?
I’m really rather more bitter myself, though my mood changes. Just want to see what people might say
I have morbid fingers
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
How recent?
They’re fresh. Continue reading →
Roses on Petaled Wrists
January 24th, 2002 — gothic
Such devious ways to deceive them with wit. A sweet word to gain access to their soft wrists. To press to the rose flesh two false-speaking lips and offer the slim veins the slightest of a kiss. Continue reading →
Fuck
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
This is a complete rip.
I wrote it in response to Continue reading →
Conversations with myself (#1)
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Life will go on…
But how can I go on? If I stop now, will life go on without me? Or will it stop for me, pick me up and carry me…perhaps not. Continue reading →
Your own pain
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
Your own pain, it’s all the same, we all know we should get help but we refuse to because we think happiness is denial. Continue reading →
My own pain
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
My own pain, consists of constantly missing some one, my pain is only because of love, love kills your happiness and isolates you continously until you decide to end your pathetic little life. Continue reading →
Untitled Poem
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Broken dreams
Litter the ground
Twisted Fate
Hangs thick in the air Continue reading →
Written In The Dark Corner By The Window
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
When Tomorrow Starts Without Me
When tomorrow starts without me,
And I’m not there to see; Continue reading →
She Cries
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
She opens her eyes, wearily casting them around the room. Light filters in through a tiny gap in the velvet curtains. Continue reading →
complications
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
Complicated, things are always so complicated. We search our souls for the answers to our questions. The questions that haunt us and drive us mad. But we think this torment only belongs to ourselves; that no one else carries such a burden. Continue reading →
The Sound of those trying not to be heard:
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
I was in the library yesterday, and I saw a little boy who has just been beaten up, crying in the corner. It inspired me to write this: Continue reading →
You’re gone, what will we become?
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
His eyes hurt. They were red from crying and he had lost focus a few hours ago. The only thing he could hold on to was her hand, her hand that was getting colder by the minute… Continue reading →
passwords
January 24th, 2002 — darkness
hey i just wanted to know how to change passwords cause the email that i got with my user name and password the password was way off from what i asked for, i know i probably cant get exactly what id like but i just wanted to try and get something close to it instead of a bunch of rndom letters and numbers ill never be able to remember os if you could respond id really be thankful
A Place Where I’ll Be Sane
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Someone take my hand
take me to a new land
lead me out of this pain
to a place where I’ll be sane Continue reading →
true love
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
together we walked through the darkness
you were my pain you were my love
Continue reading →
Depressed Soul
January 24th, 2002 — death
Hate, pain, and exclusion is what I feel. Why should I live when I feel these things? I wan to put an end to this misery. Continue reading →
Perception
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
I cant believe you,
I cant believe the things you lie to me about to my face. Continue reading →
The Shot
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Just like 100 times before
I put the gun to my head
Would`nt it be strange
When the found out i was dead Continue reading →
Metamorphic World
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
It’s a metamorphic world where nothing much makes sense.
Like the phases of the moon she’s there,
Then gone. Continue reading →
Silent Smile
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
You do not know me,
You do not care.
A silent hidden smile is all I am. Continue reading →
Death
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
She’s not easy to remember, you know
Chemical crossing boundaries
She’s got fire in her hair. Continue reading →
4:56 am, a long day
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
The clock reads- 4:56 am
You’re still awake.
You’ve got a long day ahead of you, dear.
Continue reading →
Free the mind, Cleanse the sences, and just Die.
January 24th, 2002 — poetic
Spun forth by the gusts of time, cramed and crushed into societys rules, there paramaters
my mind is currupted, from my birth i am to die, Continue reading →