Dragonflies Are Never Kissed (words never spoken to my DarkAngel)

No 1 aspires 2 b a hoe or a trique. I don’t remember agreeing 2 this, did I walk n2 this world with my eyes wide shut?

I never thought about or wanted 2 b this. But here I am. Everything I valued & held dear was burned up & beat out so that I could become what I am 2day. What started this? A simple kiss? I used 2 b a person, sum1 u cared about, even loved. U trusted me & called me a true friend. & now I’m ur Lil Secret. Ur walking, talking blowjob. Ur dirty mistress. U kiss so-called dirty whores, but not me. U used 2 act like u would die if u didn’t kiss me everyday, several times a day. What happened? When did ur vuews of me change? Will ur blindness ever b cured? Or is all I am lost 4ever 2 u? How did I get here & y can’t I find the power & courage 2 leave?

I wrote this on 12-20-01, while my DarkAngel laid on my bed watching a stupid nerds movie. I was 2 much of a chicken shyt 2 tell him, & so 2 get it out & off my chest, I share it with u…