Entries from February 2002 ↓

The Sin That Closed My Eyes

It’s been a week and a day since it happened. Do I deserve this? Or should I embrace it??
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Blinding Darkness

We’ll steal your dreams,
Control your minds, Continue reading →

Pain

It hurts that evil is near,
with their torches
ready to burn me,
to turn my soul to ash. Continue reading →

I’m Sorry

Tonight I cry,
because this pain won’t free you,
nor listen to your heart, Continue reading →

Your Hellish Reverie

Your reverie is like piss,
slipping down my leg,
then I catch it in my fist
and throw it in your face! Continue reading →

Today

If today were any other day you would see a smile upon my face
The world is changing all around us in so many different ways
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I Am

I’m not the past
I’m not the present
What I am is the future
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No Goodbye?

u are gone just like that
vanished without a trace
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Darkness

This feeling inside me
I have never felt it before
This strange empty sadness
Has never so strong
What is this feeling?
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Self Inflicted Wounds

Self inflicted wounds
swarm
as the skin
breaks
and the blood
flows. Continue reading →

Freedom

Forever
Beseeching me
Changing my life
Wanting to control
Forever

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The Only Road Out of the Country

Looking back it is all so easy to see: simple signs on the road to self destruction: Chicago 90 miles, Indiana Next Exit, You Will Kill Yourself. Continue reading →

SuicidAl ManiAc

Run and hide, its time to die suicide its the way out. Continue reading →

I am Dying

To my Friend

Iam Dying
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I am the Center of The Universe

You ..You
revolves around me
I am superior Continue reading →

something…nothing

i don’t know what just happened really…i always thought no one could ever love me though i craved for someone to care and be there and hold me… Continue reading →

Afterhours at Highway

Open up, close your eyes+, make a wish…
Tell me just what you dream of,
Nothing wrong with what you take but when
You leave with it

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No More

So tempted am I to cut through the skin.
To get to the life witch flows within.
To watch as the life excapes to the floor.
Laugh as i know i will fuck up no more. Continue reading →

Mom And Dad

Mom And Dad they make me sad;When they see me they don’t see the mad, sad, and anger that I have; Continue reading →

My Only Time

My only time is Friday Night

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Wicked Ways

Paul was up to his knees in mud. It was a dirty job this time of year, it always rained a lot, but the bulbs needed to be planted and the grass certainly needed mowing and he wasn’t about to let a bit of rain stop him. Continue reading →

Metamorphic World

It’s a metamorphic world where nothing much makes sense.
Like the phases of the moon she’s there,
Then gone.
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Unsettled dreams. Unanswered questions.

Still sweating from the shock of awakening, she climbed out her window. Slowly trekking up the deserted hill in the backyard. Continue reading →

Walls Of Moss And Floors Of Dust

This chair is crossed with wormwood scars. My cheeks carved deep in these dreary hours with sad eyed secretions of pain made moist. Continue reading →

Bitter Dark Angels

Bitter dark angels
In shades of twilight
Drifting and floating and whirling about
With the falling white snow
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Mistakes part 2

Be there…
By: Debbie Lau

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Generation Fucked

Let me break this down for you all
There are the Neo-hippies
The teenage yuppies
There are the Slackers
There are the Young Republicans Continue reading →

WALKING IN NIGHT

I walk the streets at night,
Suburbia at its peak.
The crickets chirp;
A thousand voices,
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Apple of Discord…..retreating thoughts

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It Won’t Hurt

Micheal and Jessica walked down their make-shift path toward the tree they’d made love under so many times before. Continue reading →