This feeling inside me
I have never felt it before
This strange empty sadness
Has never so strong
What is this feeling?
Why does it tear me apart like so?
Why can’t i see the light?
Why is there darkness all around me?
I am drowning in it
I can’t go on
Where is the happiness that i once felt?
Why is it replaced by such sorrow?
I can no longer feel the sun on my skin
I can no longer see the stars in the sky
All i can see is the darkness surrounding me
Total and utter darkness