Entries from March 2002 ↓

Once, before their friendship had spawned the trust that had led to the love, which eventually gave way to the betrayal, and before their betrayal had broken hopes, broken skin and broken hearts… Continue reading →

you didnt really care
you used me like a cheap doll
and lied to my face
told me i was special Continue reading →

its been so long
since i can say this
but i really do hate myself Continue reading →

I want to know if anyone thinks my poetry is worth reading,I have included a couple short and unfinished ones. Please tell me how they are. Both are als untitled. Continue reading →

hmm i dont know,where to start and where to end my story.Actually whenever i try to think about writing something,my mind just go blank.Oh well i am not here to tell u about my thoughts. Continue reading →

I wish that I could kill myself
If I only had the nerve. Continue reading →

Talking, falling into deep I am
still seeing this ugly past I made myself
my intention was everything but this I swear Continue reading →

I am a drug addict
Or is it “you are a drug addict”
A cancer or virus with a cure so I’m told Continue reading →

Choosing to live and learn
And die and scold myself
With thoughts of jarring torrid
Dreams, memory and emotion Continue reading →

Why are we so fragile
And together weaving a pattern so brittle
That artful sensation of timid strength
I feel it in my body Continue reading →

I watched them out my windows
I’d wondered if they’d seen me
Crying black tears of loneliness
Watching them be happy. Continue reading →

It’s to late for me to apoligize,
Because now you’re gone,
And I’m alone in life. Continue reading →

Alone with life and to ponder its meaning
I find myself only dazed out and dreaming
Frivolous thoughts come quickly to me
Lost within life, just quietly being. Continue reading →

That night everything went so wrong…
(If I finish the story on here *since it’s really a book I’m working on* you’ll understand the title) Continue reading →

I look around at night….so many things are beautiful in the darkness, i look inside of myself and i hate what i have become.

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All i hear are lies empty and untrue, Lie to the evil one lie to the forsaken one butt dont lie to me! O how you torment me o life, Driving me to evil deeds driving me to empty lies!

Hellrose-23/1 02

In my dream, I sat on a nightclub, there were many people, i sat by me self, in a sofa. Continue reading →

This is a story about Living. About reaching for the sky one last time before I go… and feeling the stars brush against my fingers and cling to them for a while before drifting away. Continue reading →

Whoa……well…..I was web surfing and found this site…..seems awesome…..*cheers* W00t

Silver rain falls from the skies; As godless children, dancing and weeping together in tragic harmony. Continue reading →

She looked into is eyes, and so the fairy saw it.
She touched his dampened skin, and so the fairy saw it.
She pulled him in close, and so the fairy saw it. Continue reading →

Look high,
Look low,
Now nowhere to go, Continue reading →

A look at me, A look at you Continue reading →

“That which does not kill us….”
Fredrick Neitzsche Continue reading →

She dances in her insanity with the sick moon that hangs, drooping above. Continue reading →

You look inside my cold eyes
Nothing seen but darkened skies
My soul is has long since died
No one cared and no one cried Continue reading →

You look inside my cold eyes
Nothing seen but darkened skies
My soul is has long since died
No one cared and no one cried Continue reading →

There is poison
Living within what some might call my very spirit
Something which once controlled me. Continue reading →

I stand here on the edge of death
I take one long and deep last breath
A cold wind blows through the trees
Slowly I drop to my knees Continue reading →

Im locked inside this dark room
The peace of death is coming soon
No ray of hope that I can see Continue reading →