Talking, falling into deep I am
still seeing this ugly past I made myself
my intention was everything but this I swear
Again, my instinct walks on dark sights trying to find
u came with perfect alibi, ruined home
didn’t clear my means, no one understood
explained thousand ways ´till I died
Can suffer be such, I don’t feel it anymore?
I beg to be listened and when u do,
please stay, don’t be that fake…
Doors are closing every fucking time my
mouth opens for new faces even I mean
the best with what I say, it backfires.
Started to go wrong, failing all the while,
why being so masoquist, it always gets u down?
Carry on…u still silent. Once I pull it, never came back.
Freaker Girl
2002©