My words are like a jumbbled web of confusion, ever spinning, never ending. Unanswered questions carried by a river of silent tears, adds to the confusion.
Utter chaos strikes when you least expect it, sneaking up on you from the shadows, ready to jump and bite at any moment. Sorrow overcomes me, sucking my will to live. What was once light now becomes sullen and dark as it’s swallowed by the overwhelming black. My eyesight grows dim and I lose track of the beauty of the world. Soon insanity takes over, sending me into a fierce battle. I soon grow weary and long to retire for the night. Now, instead of word of confusion they have become words that drip with a fierce disdain for life. I have once again lost that beauty I once loved so, and am only left with my sullen memories and fading dreams.
~4gottenangel~
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so very true
I actually liked this better than "My Soul Mate". Keep on writing
Do you ever get that feeling where you just want to reach and and touch someone, just to make sure they know you’re there, or just to make sure they know you understand what they feel, or just to give them something to hold on to in the dark? Like when you see someone cry and more than anything in the world you want to wipe away the tears but you can’t. I get that feeling all the time here.
I swear on my own life (the most precious thing I possess), you’ll find your beauty angel, because I know you deserve it. I’ve found my beauty and it’s in people like you. It’s just a pity you can’t see it.
When you do find yours - be sure to let me know so I can smile and say ‘I told you so’.
Keep your head above water and you’re doing fine, B.
Yeah, I get that feeling all the time. When I read your posts I feel that way. Your words give me hope and inspiration. I hope that someday soon it will come, I’ve been trying so hard lately. Don’t worry, you’ll be one of the first to know when I’ve found it. Thanks for commenting.
~4gottenangel~
Welcome to the family of the Dark Carnival, I can relate completely, to your poetry, I have been touched and with the tears I now shed I shed a tear for you, so that the next time you cry, and look at the tears, that stream from your face you know that someone out there is crying with you…
_MCL- Rob Widit