Entries from June 2002 ↓

For so long you were my idel, i admired, i loved, i cared. But i didnt think you’d just push me away like you did. Continue reading →

I hated u,
But then i loved u, Continue reading →

such an art of sinful youth. to end their life in a puddle caused by myself. Continue reading →

Collect just what is rightful from our stupid klan. Oh why can’t you see that we’re dieing dieing down here? Continue reading →

Dream the days of my life to come.
Unimaginable places in which I could roam. Continue reading →

Pulling into the hotel parking lot across from the DV8, she glanced over at the line of people around the club’s entrance. Continue reading →

I can’t stand it
I don’t want you
get away from me
before I hurt you Continue reading →

Eyes in the night peering down on the young.
In the night the darkness it overcome.
Looking at what could be the last breath.
Wondering if it is the Angel of Death. Continue reading →

This Useless existence expands endlessly.
i stare blankly and drift away.
into the darkness and into decay. Continue reading →

I walked through the dark alley all by myself. It had just stroke midnight, and I started to hear the footsteps of the image that I was so scared of even though I had never seen who or what they belonged to in my entire life. Continue reading →

All homosexuals are actually heterosexuals reincarnated as the opposite sex.

Examples: Continue reading →

Before the stone angel guarded this place
Before I wore black, but robes of white lace
I knew a soul, a man of the dark race
I knew one humble with Lucifer’s face Continue reading →

Her dreams had gotten worse. Desperate to discover their secrets, she turned finally to Maieleana. Continue reading →

We all seek the higher power the form of death that lets us either live a little bit or die a little bit. Continue reading →

im tired of these empty feelings
im tired of these same old drugs
they dont take the pain away anymore
dont take me away from the hate in their eyes Continue reading →

I look in the mirror and they suck me in
the black pools they are Continue reading →

Total darkness surrounds me… I’m lost in another realm….
One far from from the reality you know… Hate fills the air…
It smothers you, surrounds you, fills you with anger and pain….
I hear Creatures you cannot imagine moving around me…. Continue reading →

…suicide is intertwined very closely with homicide… Continue reading →

In her room she cries-
She cries…all alone.
Nothing…no feelings,
On the outside will she show. Continue reading →

I’ve read over the comments on The Ignored, The Weak, The Dead, and I realize that it may have not been the best story, but then I recall–darn I missed some many things, I went straight for the pain, I did’t realize where it began–so this is where I’ll start–again… Continue reading →

What I wouldnt give
to have you back
to have you in my arms
and to feel your touch Continue reading →

In the horizon, a dark figure is visible, attaining its darkness from the huge mass of light behind it. Continue reading →

Through the night I stalk my pray and I manipulate the outcome of their deaths, you must understand that what I have to do is a necessity, for my own death may come to a closure. Continue reading →

A few odd statements, made more interesting because of where I was. Continue reading →

…it’s frightening that
sometime i might look back
on this place and think it to be
synonymous with innocence Continue reading →

Wake up in the morning and you’re lying next to me
And now the girl I knew before… …is not the girl I see
Tell me little white lies, but… soon I’ll realize
So transparent to me… I Can See It In Your Eyes! Continue reading →

I can’t stand to let you in
Ripped away, let it all begin
You are what I see
You are my disease Continue reading →

Bless it be – Let me breathe – You wanna fuck with ME!?
Bleeding guilt – Stop your lies – Just fucken set it FREE!!! Continue reading →

i just wanted somewhere to rant. this summer i moved out to my auns to get away from my dad and now i wish i was back there. Continue reading →

***Once upon a fairytale,
***Or maybe just upon a dream,
***I held onto something special,
***Something called you and me. Continue reading →