This Useless existence expands endlessly.
i stare blankly and drift away.
into the darkness and into decay.
The non-existent god of the universe
i hear the droning of his clones.
this fictional salvation which they cling to.
this wishful rescue from the fiery pits.
which i dont believe even exists.
You live your life
your’e born then you die.
This useless existence which some people love
i loathe it with every fiber of my being.
i detest this world,my life,my soul.
i block these thoughts.
i pretend to know what i feel.
but the painful reality is i know not what i feel
nor what i want.
All i know is i want to escape.
can someone tell me how?
Some fictitious celestial being or spirit.
tell me how to get away.
do i run? do i fly?
all i can do is die.
Thats all anyone can do…is die & rot.
Leave into the ground.
in a fanciful coffin lined w/roses.
Encrusted with filth.
you lay and you slowly slip away.
into another world of darkness and decay.