For so long you were my idel, i admired, i loved, i cared. But i didnt think you’d just push me away like you did.
I actually thought you and i were friends, but i guess ur one of those lie’ing type’s! My friends said that u weren’t worth crying over when tears started streaming down. I actually thought i had a chance, its amazing how stupid one person can get. Well i guess i wont waste my ink and especially my tears on a playa like you anymore. But remember this:
IT WAS YOUR LOSE!!!
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Being pushed away hurts. It is like you give so much out and for what to be rejected and abandoned. It feels like someone took our hearts and cut it to streds. As a result of the pain we try to not feel anything again. We decided that never again will this person or anyone else hurt us. We will never give our hearts away again. Never again will we allow anyone to get that close again. As a result we try to block hearts from the pain. We attempt to decapitate our heads from hearts or we try to commit suicide to our hearts (our feelings). What we don’t realize is that in our attempt to be safe we block ourselves not only from the hurt but also from having joy in our hearts too. We cannot separate our joy from our pain. They are both stored in the same place: in our hearts. Also in our the place in our hearts is the still quiet voices that calls our name and wants to know our pain and hurts. That would God. We block ourselves form got when we do not listen to our hearts. It is not he is too busy for us or too big or too far away He is very near to us and longs for us to give him our hurts, but we can’t hear him because he speaks to us in our hearts, and we’ve blocked our hearts from hearing or feelng anything in there.