Shudder and fall again,
I’m lost in a froth that has no end,
I know not of this place,
Darkness with no light.
I’m weak but I have not moved,
Tired but I’m not awake,
I feel my lack of worth, so old am I.
Dying of fear of what I might have become,
I cannot find myself in these images.
I look upon myself and sould only for a moment, for in that moment I cried witout weeping althought I felt the tears burning me.
I turn away with disgust and dismay,
Through all of my dreams and hopes everything that I dispise, and lived to hate I saw in that moment, I have become nothing.
I begin to scream, no one has heard for I have been silent, as I am alone.
Touched upon the surface of everything cold,
This dreary nigh has never ended, my lips never parted, a tear never wept, a step never took, a thought never imagined.
So lost and alone in here,
I can’t even feel myself breathe,
I’m to afraid of what lives inside me.