I Don’t Belong

I laugh, and tell jokes
I jump, and I play
But I don’t belong

Icare, and I protect
I cry, and feel others pain
And still I don’t belong

I’m honest, and truthful
I hang out, and join conversations
And still, still I don’t belong

I cook, and host gatherings
I help others, and I get things done
And I know I will never belong

I know how to make people happy
But it does no good
For every time I start to feel good,
and that I belong somewhere
something happens to let me know
that no matter how hard
I try to fit in and still be myself
I will Never, Ever belong