Crying out in darkness yet no one’s there to hear
I pray for someone’s kindness to save me from my fear.
To help me overcome this want, this never ending need.
To stop myself from slicing through, please don’t let me succeed.
Am I destined to breath no more? To fade in to oblivion?
Or suffer through this blinding pain until my senses deaden?
Whatever card fate has played me, I hope I will pull through
Put my past behind me, so I may hopefully start anew.