i’ve sold my lies to those who cared
got invited in, and fucked with their hearts - like a frightened mare
cut the threads that bound their unmending hearts
all the while, obvlious of my cold intentions:
to rip them apart
drown in their tears
dance in their blood
and stomp on their corpse
i have sunk into a black hole, with pictures on the wall. reflecting my wrongs, shocking me into a deafening roar - of silence. how sinsiter i have become, when did my heart get so cold, when did it leave me? this is when i call for you, i repent! take away my misery, there is no pain worse than that which i have created. this is when i let my tears fall - then crash, this is when i beg forgiveness, cut my hands and knees for you…but, ah…my blood revives me. repent?…my ass…