Entries from July 2002 ↓

lonliness
something we all feel
something we say we dont want
but somehow accomplish it
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I can feel the cold wind cutting through me. It curls around the edges of my jacket, sliding under my shirt and pressing into my skin like the fingers of a dead lover. I surreptitiously pull the jacket tighter and watch a few more people-shaped sheep blindly follow the guided pathways of the mall.
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Let them be kept in mind and let the leader explain them.
Let the wise and the knowing discuss them together.
Let the father recite them and impart to his son.
Let the ears of shepherd and herdsman be opened.
Let him rejoice in Marduk, the Enlil of the gods,
That his land may be fertile and that he may prosper. (150) Continue reading →

Asaru [Marduk], bestower of cultivation, who established water levels;
Creator of grain and herbs, who causes vegetation to sprout.
Asarualim, who is honored in the place of counsel, who excels in counsel;
To whom the gods hope, not being possessed of fear. Continue reading →

When Marduk heard the words of the gods,
His heart prompted him to fashion artful works.
Opening his mouth, he addressed Ea
To impart the plan he had conceived in his heart:
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He constructed stations for the great gods,
Fixing their astral likenesses as the stars of the Zodiac.
He determined the year and into sections he divided it;
He set up three constellations for each of the twelve months. Continue reading →

They erected for him a princely throne.
Facing his fathers, he sat down, presiding.
“You are the most honored of the great gods,
Your decree is unrivaled, your command is Anu. Continue reading →

Anshar opened his mouth and
Addressed a word to Gaga, his minister:
“O Gaga, my vizier, who gladdens my spirit,
I will dispatch you to Lahmu and Lahamu. Continue reading →

When Tiamat had thus lent import to her handiwork,
She prepared for battle against the gods, her offspring.
To avenge Apsu, Tiamat planned evil.
That she was girding for battle was divulged to Ea. Continue reading →

When on high the heaven had not been named,
Firm ground below had not been called by name,
When primordial Apsu, their begetter,
And Mummu-Tiamat, she who bore them all,
Their waters mingled as a single body
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This is my last day here
don’t know what else can I do
i have lost miself
and then again, i’ve lost you
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As I sit and think about you, I realise I have made lots of mistakes
Ones that I sometimes hate myself for..
But, I also realise that I have given you lots of things as well, one of them, my heart…
I’ve wanted nothing but to be with you, but it seems that everytime I try, you push me further away
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mountian as we fall to collide upon an icy plain death raised to threaten eachother but it is not enough ther is really no end to the pain we feel from eachother i can tell you see it too flying your colors above my head i feel there is nothing we can do but prove it to ourselves that hate will save us all. hate will save us all.
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Shudder and fall again,
I’m lost in a froth that has no end,
I know not of this place,
Darkness with no light.
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She was tired of their taunts. She wanted them to go away. Go away and leave her alone.

That’s how Tarha felt about the people and the voices. The jeering and laughing and screaming of the voices! It seemed like whatever she said was the wrong thing, and it was always too late to take it back. She had made the wrong comment about Courtney, and now her sister Stacy was threatening her. She’d said nothing to anyone else and yet the people kept piling up. The people that were friends of Stacy and Courtney kept coming. More and more. She wanted to make them stop, wanted to make them go away. She laughed to herself. “I can back up my own shit. I don’t need worthless followers to do the job for me. Let them come after me. I have surprises waiting….”
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This world is filth,
How can this be when I’m bleeding?
How can you watch me in this pain?
How does this pleasure you?
Why am I here, what did i do?

How can I turn when nothing but damnation surrounds me?
I feel the swallow and you still watch me,
Cry for yourself, all you see is your bloody hands flowing through your mind,
You’ve killed my dreams.

are plants alive… books like u journal kant be real. kause u have metal rings. or maybe. trees have moveing cells. they need carbonoxide to breath. they have moving cells. but they dont talk or move. so if i stopped moving would i be technically dead. when ur in a coma they dont say ur dead. Continue reading →

ive thought of suicide but decided if theres a such thing as fate suicide would be a great crime. ur affecting fate dying before ur time u affect millions of others. well u would. dont think i matter much. matter. Continue reading →

mind of a killer-entry two

dear journal.thats how im supposed to start. why do i keep writing in this book. maybe when im dead the world will read this. maybe some will be enlightened. maybe it will help someone. yea right….me help someone. Continue reading →

Black velvet and red satin.
He layed her down on the sheets and kissed her chin down to the hollow of her neck. Further on between her succulent breasts. Moving slowly, light kisses.
She filled with anticipation and arousal. Small moans escaping her mouth and over her luscious lips. She wanted more.
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It was almost Christmas. The 21st of December. Not even 6 months ago her father had gotten sick. One day in the middle of summer he complained about his stomach.

Cancer. Even at 8 years old she knew that cancer was bad; It just sounded like something terrible.
He tried radiation but it only weakened him and he eventually stopped. Perhaps not out of surrender, but more of a release from the disease’s pain, did he decide to go.
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The moon’s on the rise
he starts to prowl
as temperatures rise
he starts to howl
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Beat my scream
I hope my rhyme pierces your eyes.
I don’t want to sleep tonight,
It might as well just rain tonight
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Huddled up in the corner,
a little girl.
Blood running down her cheek,
mixed with her tears.
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So we are all born with one disease
We are tools used for interpretating need
We’ll democratically remove all that you see
All of you tend to use all we consider new
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The wind blew strong through the leaves of a willow, the ground soft and moist from the recent storm the area had gone through. The moon was in a crescent, clouds remained in the sky, though not big ones. The air had a certain smell to it… The smell of flesh rotting… Though that was common in the woods because their could be a carcass rotting nearby.
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Kissing her softly, she waits in anticipation of what was to come up next. She shivers anxiously as I move my hand down her back. She suspected nothing that was to come. I kept her occupied with my mouth as I drew the knife I hid behind me. With one swift motion, I lunged the knife into her side and drew it back out. Continue reading →

I walk down a path, the path towards light.
The path of Love happiness and hope.
The birds are singing in the treetops, Im in paradise.
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Elegant Vampress
Drinking from his sweet, sweet blood–
Why are you crying?