Entries from July 2002 ↓

I stand looking into the mirror;
Such an ugly face.
My eyes are gray; that’s strange,
They’re usually blue.
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I think I am losing my mind. I feel as though I am the cause of my endless suffering. I posses within myself an eternal black hole within my soul. Whenever I attempt to content myself, this feeling within begins to ache. Nothing in this meaningless world can cease the torment which I posses inside.
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April was a young lady. She was only in Middle School,but was a very safistacated girl. She met Jeff in 5th grade. They flirted by hittin each other and sayin rude things after school. In the middle of school April noticed that she cared about Jeff deeply and she told her friend Bertha. She thought she could trust her with her true feelings for Jeff. Bertha told Jeff what April had said, how Jeff was the type of guy you could tell anything to. How she felt and how she was crazy about Jeff. Jeff was a caring guy, So he agreeded to get to know April and try and work things out with her.
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As she lied on the bed, moaning of pain, she could feel his greed run down her thighs. The blood kept slithering out, as a snake that’s searching for death’s sweet oblivion. His fingers kept running up and down her faith, his eyes rolled over her heart and his mind was still but an animal willing to eat her alive. Deep inside her the impulse to tear everything apart kept banging on her urge to get free as he kept on contemplating her helplessness, her lack of power, her nude body. Continue reading →

I have been to another site like this one, kinda. I’m not pulling names of the site or anything but my friend posted our thoughts of the people on the site, in our opinion they were following the maker like a leader. They got angry and blocked him but his last post was from my computer so I got blocked and told if I tried to many times to go to the site my isp or something would be reported. Please tell me people on here are not like that?

Let your last breath, be for your last step to loneliness.
let the darkness cover you.
And over your grave I will be your statue
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Everyone thinks about, and complains, about the things that bother them every day. Each emotion they happen to feel. Now say these aliens came to earth to talk to us and we found their way of thinking of three demensional and our way is only one. Now whose way of thinking would make more sense and would make us smarter? Obviously, the alien’s. What makes three dimensional thinking so much better and results in a smarter, well rounded, less psychologically troubled, being? Well, three is more than 1.. right? So they cover the text, the emotions, as well as the visuals. Their think in the format of a movie. What promotes more learning; a movie (which gives you visual and audio stimulation) or simply reading or hearing? So here we have the aliens thinking three dimensional and humans thinking one dimensional.
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A black dagger through my heart
When you spoke of your inert law
Feeling the ground shaking
As tremors will confuse your body

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To be honest, I have no idea yet what this site,
or this board is all about,
except that it is about dark stories.
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This is what love is:

The hunter who takes aim
at the unsuspecting.

His bow pulled taut
and then released,
a silver arrow
finds its mark.
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You wonder why I do all the things I do
Its because of all the shit you put me through
Listening to you makes me wonna go insane
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Thorns are stabbing me
Going deeper, deeper by the second
Bringing utterly misery
Decaying you and me
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Vanity’s reflection stared back at her
cursed her to the core, and left her there
she picked her self up, and the mirror too, and into the depths of hell she threw.
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Wrapped up tightly in
bandages and blood
The cuts run deeper and deeper
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everyone has or will go thru love, only in my case, it broke me. it almost killed me, sometimes, i wish it would have. but i’ve learned never to give my heart out to anyone anymore, it just hurts too damn much. fuck love, i dont need it. i am still young, and yet, i have no disire to let anyone in, anyone else simply give up on love, or am i just the loner i always have been???

What lies deep in my skin, in my body is far more then anyone could ever imagine. Alone in a consequential world, alone in a universe that bears no barriers. On a levelled matter I must confess I couldn’t relate to the light you held up with pride. Though it was a mark of love I never understood that grin of yours when you saw me fall deep in the darkness itself.
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Ive never even thought of keeping a journal but I feel myself slipping into insanity. I guess this will be my first entry ever. The days feel like there passing ever so slowly but then as if it was right behind me the end of the day jumps out and attacks me letting me know another day has passed and nothing has changed IM still here.
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somewhere deep inside
where no one dares to go
lies a broken heart
and a restless, shattered soul
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OMG….why….
Why were you taken from my arms….
Stolen from my very existence…..
Ripped, Torn from everything you have known….
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The day is engulfed by the night, once again to unleash the demons.
From the night comes two dark beings, but they come from two different places.
Their only motivation is to find another
They parade through the night in search for what calls from their hearts
The only thing they feel is for each other, no care, no concern, no feelings for anything else
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Do you ever wonder if your dreams are reality and reality are really just your dreams? It really makes ya think doesn’t it? Sometimes I sit and ponder wheather if what is happening is really happening, and are my dreams a real life fantasy world? When I dream, it seems so real sometimes, that I don’t know if i’m awake or not…it’s very confusing and it really makes u question life.
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darkness surrounds me in an untamed world
my mind is congested with thoughts that are killing me inside…….deeper and deeper the killing takes effect as it will soon reach my heart….turning it cold…..and darker then the darkest nights

I finally thought about the way my life is going. From my childhood, through teenage years, inbetween the mistakes the pains the plans and changes. All of it. This is my story. Continue reading →

When I was down,
When I couldn’t take anymore,
I asked you for help,
You said you’d be there, Continue reading →

wake the brain dead
the stupified
and disturbed
now is your time. Continue reading →

cant back down now,
if i could would i?
how could i have sunken so low,
and still not long to die. Continue reading →

standing in the corner where you put me last
standing alone over in the dark and cold
waiting for someone…or light to be shed
not understanding not wanting to see
standing over where you’ve forgotten me
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I’m standing alone in the dark
drowning in the fear
smothered in the shadows
im the only one here
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The proud crowing of the cockerell was not distantly followed the flat call of the carter’s bell and the call for the bodies of the night. Continue reading →

I once had Beauty
I held it, tasted it
As it did for me
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