Entries from August 2002 ↓

Angel with broken wings,
Falling slowly from the sky
Turning away from all things,
Falling silently, watch her die.
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You may or may not have noticed the infrequency of updates. This is not at all due to a lack of submissions. There are currently about 232 submissions awaiting approval. I just can’t keep up with the quantity and frequency due to numerous other obligations. Plain and simple, I need help.

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Welcome to the new Darkness.

Changes have been made. I’ve been working hard for several hours writing all the new code and moving data from the old format to this new format. All members have been moved, you just need to login again. All stories and comments have been moved. The story queue will be moved soon and the submission form will be reopened.

Be patient with the change. Let me know what you think. Let me know if you find any bugs. Let me know what you’d like to see. If I’ve overlooked anything, remind me.

A young women
Grew up too fast
Childhood taken away
Invaded by the past
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Where’s the socket to my brain
So that I can connect to your pain
Deep inside my hollow dreams
I could pet the anxiousness that screams
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Sense of confidence

You broke through my thoracic cage
Feeding the beast and slaying the soul
Through your vicious eyes I would rage
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He walked through the desolated city street as if he had been there once before. He knew his time was limited to what was given to him yet he still took his time observing the still world around him. Something had been pulling him into the scenery. It was far too familiar for him not to notice the every traits of a passage through eternity. He felt destiny pushing him forward through time itself, knowingly giving himself to it as it slowly consumed his soul. Continue reading →

She walked cluelessly down a dark alley in the middle of the pitch black night. The air was cool and crisp, and the breeze was soft and soothing. There Alisha stood waiting to be picked up. Alisha had decided to be a hooker when she ran out of money after her husband left her with 2 kids and a crummy, run-down apartment. Continue reading →

damn you
you caused me to cry
now i live no more i am dead
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I get laughed at everyday
For being a bit different

It’s like a torture that you cant see
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I want to draw a piture
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We wer Close 2 each other wat happend?
we kissed and hug and we had fun 2gether
Then out of nowhere u ignored me??
I ASK WHY???
wat did i do to for u 2 ignore me
please take me back before i go into the black
Please I dont wanna cut myself again
Just BE My friend
Or Else Ill Just Kill Myself And Enter A Dark World That Will Never End

Cest La Vie

if an angel lost her wings
and fell to the earth
do you think it would make her
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It was never I who condemned that power which chooses to give life…..
But rather that power chose to eternally condemn me to live without life…..

accordin to underground censors americas teens are smarter than past generations. yet they have polluted minds and are violent foul mouth desendents of depression as written in the toxis theory. but who are they to say what or who we are how we think and how we progress?
in the toxic theory children are brought here against their will they are forced to live and let live. told to play their roll but in the toxic theory there are no auditions. most are bi-polar and the only way to free them selves of bullitin boards and late home work is to run away from them selves and pretend they are alive when they arent. the toxic theory contains a over populated homicidal genre. where the parents arent parent but monsters who ruin their children lives for the fun of it.
in the toxic theory there is no love because it isnt part of the definitions. the world as i see it;breaking news,war,explicit deaths,depressing lyrics,cold hearts,and ulsers is one cavity falling into toxicity.

we are the toxic theory

Silently i stood at her window, watching her sleep, viewing her dreams, hissing as she stirred an moved so innocently. My thirst was becoming intolerable but i could wait, and wait i did. I waited in the comfort of silence and darkness, til she awoke, til i woke her. And up she came quickly out of the murky waters of dreams, drawing breath before her eyes could focus. Continue reading →

My eyes they hide feelings
disgust,evil,hatrid for you
Iwish i could watch you drown and die
take my time to watch you go blind
your like a needle in my spine
Always under my skin
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I am just posting this to see if it works and blah,blah,blah.Just signed up. More interesting things to come.

So young but yet so old
So alive but yet skin so cold
on the bed there lies a knife
one cut could decide death or life

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She had on the most beauitful black lace nighty on that night as she waited for her secret lover.Laying on her bed,eyes closed,thinking of everything they had said to eachother the night before.She layed their wondering if he would ever show up.He slowly enetered her room,not taking his eyes off her for one moment. Continue reading →

Pain, mixed emotion, and violence are watching me all at the same time, creating mental anomelies - by reason of the sky darkening. Allured deep into havens of sin, driven mad betwixt the real and the false, all nonsense now, transparent pollution burning my nasal passages - my last thought falling to this decaying ground… ( WHEN I MADE A WISH, IT MEANT NOTHING )

I know that if you are reading this you most probably believe me, otherwise you wouldn’t be on the vampire page. I feel like a freak because I think I’m a vampire. Continue reading →

I was a child of simple graces, what the world afforded, I took into the core of me. I grew in the exotica of dreams, poetry. Through the nights I stalked my love, an enchanted nothingness.
In my soul, everything was electric, fresh and new. Flesh to flesh.

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This is my poem. I thought that it might be suitable for this catagory. I hope you all enjoy.

Here is where the lost and lonesome lay,
Among the dead, mingling with the living,
Driven away by helplessness and sorrow,
Only to return as demons slowly passing us by!

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Lately all I can think about is darkness, death, evil, demons, etc….

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zenith turns.
nadir turns.
allies turn.
enemies turn.
kindred turns.
you turn.
present day-if you stand on the north pole, every direction is south, but they all turn on you.

Summer my sweet

My head is burnt,
The sky is hell,
Such a blue bake-oven,
Set in sweet, sweat heaven-hell.
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everybody says that life is good live it to the max and psychologists tell me HATE IS TOO STRONG A WORD TO USE FOR EVERYONE AND EVERYTHING.Why do i let everyone tell me what to do? Continue reading →

Mesmerizing lights danced on the walls, undulating to the demonic beats that poured out of PA system in a steady, ear-piercing flow. The red, black, and silver flashes created an other-worldly mood in the throbbing scene — a dizzyingly sweet feeling. Continue reading →

Daniel struggled against his bonds defiantly, a hidden smile haunting his tense, ruby lips. A stinging sensation singed his back as the leather strips wracked his frame again and again. Blind in the darkness he shivered, deafened by the shrill streams of music that resonated in the dungeon-like room. Continue reading →