I have something you must know
though you may not want to hear
for it is something that will make us
all run away in fear
I went to party
there was a guy named Drew there
I didnt ever think
that he would dare
He seemed nice
He seemed cool
I didnt know that he was cruel
he asked me
if wanted to smoke a few
i said ok
not knowing what he would do
We were far outback
where no one was around
I didnt suspect anything
until he pushed me to the ground
he tried to kiss me
I said no
that i had a boyfriend
and that I loved him so
He began to get violent
I was frozen in fear
I was hoping that someone was close
that someone was near
I tried to get away
but he hit me with force
I tumbled to the ground
and cried with remorse
But it was too late
I was fucked
his pants were unzipped
and his shirt untucked
He keeps on hurting me
I might as well give in
For this is a battle I cannot win
My ribs crack
as he thrust me violently
leaving me screaming
in complete agony
See the blood
in between my thighs
from a boy of pure evil
a boy of disguise
My insides torn
my body bruised
my ribs broken
by all he is amused
Never have I felt such pian
as I felt that night
so much pain inside of me
and so much fright
So there I lay
with my broken ribs
from a boy
that told me fibs
tears in my eyes
bleeding and broken
He said id live in solitude
not a word would be spoken
He spit on me
kicked me in the face
left me laying there
and left without a trace
This is all my fault
I should have known
or I wouldnt be laying here
bleeding and alone
My worldid shattered
My insides hurt
My body broken
laying in the dirt
This is all my fault
I wish i would die
Im so scared,I dont know what to do
but cry
My world is broken
I tried so hard to escape
From this morbid fuck
from the fucking rape
No one knew who he was
He wasnt suppost to be there
why did this happen to me
It isnt fair
I kept screaming your name!!!!
But you were so far way!!
And forever more
I will never forget this day
But its all ever now
But the pain is still there
so please hold me and tell me you care
I never may be the same
I am afraid now
But hopefully
Ill get over it somehow…