Last of me?

So young but yet so old
So alive but yet skin so cold
on the bed there lies a knife
one cut could decide death or life

Should i do it or should i not?
besides,whats on the line?not alot
mabe it wont take away my problems,it seems
but maybe somewhere in my dreams
the pain will sease,it would dissapear
and then maybe my life would seem somwhat clear.

Now the knife is in my hand
noone could understand
if i made this final cut
would people care?
would it leave them sad and in dispair?

i dont know what is to become of me
but until people relize all i can be is just ME.
this very well might the last of me.