I get laughed at everyday
For being a bit different
It’s like a torture that you cant see
It’s deep inside of me
I will not show my true feelings to you
In fear that you will laugh
I think of all this everynight
As I grab the bloody knife
I feel real when I bleed
I guess it’s reasurance
All I know is that you don’t care
That’s why you didn’t notice
I lie here in my puddle of blood
Drowning myself in sorrows
I wish I could have talked to you
But I guess now it’s too late