Entries from August 2002 ↓

They do not even glimpse at his fathomless eyes as they graze over his person with hands like vultures. Bits of gold and paper flutter into ragged pockets as their eyes continually search for a beast in the shadows. Even within the trio they are wary of the company of the others, but dare not express it, as it would surely put them in the place of their present expedition. Continue reading →

It’s hotter than hell in here

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im new here i love the darkside its cool just thouht i would say hi

Death, my one true friend,
How oft do I think of thee
And how I wish for it all to end.
So come to me quickly
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As I lay in my own blood,
I realize what I could have done,
My life could have been so much more.
It’s all your fault,
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When I was told you died
it was more obsurtity that shock
My eyes questioning
on skin like chalk

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I wanted to be with you
and now I want to disapear
Why did you have
to run away in fear
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I have something you must know
though you may not want to hear
for it is something that will make us
all run away in fear

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i saw him everyday walking the halls. dressed in his trench coat and those night dark boots. i never stared at him hard like the others in school. and the way they would mock him made me angry and i felt sorry for him and i respected him cause he never fed into their stares and wispering. i never knew who he was and thought id never know but on that fate full day at the bus stop i felt a link
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Darkness surrounds me,
In an untamed world,
my mind is conjested with thoughts that are killing me inside,
…deeper and deeper the killing takes effect…
as it will soon enter my heart,
turning it cold…
and darker than the darkest nights.

A couple months back, my boyfriend showed me something on his arm. He’d carved “BLEED” into his arm. He’d told me before - and has told me since - that he cuts from time to time. I’ve always imagined he’d somehow let it get out of hand, and how I’d react to that. Continue reading →

Topics of life, me; I won’t change, they; it still the same. Shit filled times, minds with grass can make we stand.
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Athena was the smartest, weirdest girl in her school. She was shy, quiet, but most of all, weird! When she walked down the hall, she would carry her books to her chest like someone would take them from her. Every single guy in her school wanted to sleep with her, however when they would go up to her to make a conversation, her deep blue-greEn eyes would tell them “don’t come near me!” She didn’t talk unless she was called on. When she did talk, her voice was low and sexy at the same time.

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when u feel like you want to die.. u really dont give a fuck about what people say “sarah - dont do it, you dont know how stupid your being”. Don’t i? Continue reading →

Day Two
I want you

I do

I want you so much
Why can’t I just do it?
I want you now
You know it,
But I won’t

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She ran frantically around the house, as fast as she could while carrying a candle in her hands. She scurries to each window and places the candle on a small place nearby, whose sole purpose is to hold that candle. Then she proceeds to latch the window, quickly and precisely. Continue reading →

The agony of you leaving
Spirals me downward
Into an unforgiving darkness
Of demons, blades, and nooses
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As a continuation of a small story I submitted to Darkness.com awhile back, I decided to post the rest here
http://fanfiction.net/read.php?storyid=889487&chapter=1
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(In the tune of the aero smith song, “pink is my fav color”)

Purple is a rad new color
Purple is the name of my Bruddah
I turn Purple when you punch out my lights
I want to fly some purple kites
I have to eat a purple dog…
To become the purple god!
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It was there where I saw you.
My honored dead.

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End what you do for it has begun
Time has caught up and you’re going undone,
Your forged truths appear now to change
They fracture and crack and rearrange,
To what this reality seems to be
Could this be a twisted figment that you see?
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“I have always been honest with you and this hasn’t changed, so I must tell you I fell in love there in England and although I don’t know how things are gonna be, I cannot deny the feeling I have.” so much with being so honest eh !!!

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The air trembles in time to the ground

as the train comes grinding past.

We slip our shares into tomorrow

with the pain of everlast.

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“My love, my only love” I whispered in her ear
“My Love, my only love”, she replies wiping away my fears
Together we lay in each other’s arms
Pressing lips together, being seduced by each other’s charms
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i stood in absolute silence deaf to the cries of those who thought they needed me, i didnt need them so why should i have cared? The graveyard was quiet, drenched in the pouring rain i stood in silence waiting for something, anything, anything that would take away all my pain , hate , fear. fear of what? Continue reading →

I love her.
I need her.
I do not think she loves anybody more then me.
She sleeps by my side, every night
and we wake up together every morning.
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All The Blood Dancing On My Grave.

Bathing The Roses To A Misery Faultered Love Inslave.

Smelling Of Alluring Sacrafice Akin Of My Burial Gown Of Deciet.

Whilst Your Morbid Self-Destruction You May Only Plead To Keep.

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I never knew that the way i would die would be like this…lost and confused…feeling like i’ve just been used… I never knew that i would go to such extreme measures so get ppl out of my life…I push you away…and you don’t know why….but i do now and it’s because i’m commiting suicide….

I am so lonely
No one is here with me
I sit here all alone
Admiring the shadows
Cast against my walls
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i could hear myself screaming……no-one else could.no-one could hear what i heard, i wouldn’t wish that upon anyone.but why, why was i cursed with this wretched gift. a female voice only speaking to me, me,alone at my window she spoke sweet words of hatred i couldnt understand. my window is three stories up, unreachable to any mortal without me noticing. what had i done? Continue reading →