Force Fed

I feel you here, though youre far away.
Your presence overwhelms me,
Scares me.
I hate each day
And the way I have to live…
In a shadow.

I need peace.
Piece of mind,
A piece of you.
Peace inside.

Belive the way I feel,
Becoz Im sure its real.
Listen.
Embrace.
Some day…

How do you do this to me?
Make me hate everything I am.
Everything that makes me who I am.
I love the way you look at me,
But when you go,
Why do your thoughts turn to hate?
Why do my thoughts turn to hate?

I need love.
But theres only distance,
Death
Hate

I cant live alone now,
But I have to last alone.
Ill do it somehow.
Get out of my life,
Just leave me to live……..
No more shadows.

Theres no love, no peace.
No love in your heart,
No peace in your mind,
No love inside, you dont wont peace.
Just anger and loathing.

Youll understand someday…..