it confuses me greatly, that even if im feeling like shit, i still wear this smile, cheshire cat complectionary smile.
Or for example, when someone asks me ‘how are you’ i smile back and say im fine, fine?
-sighs- its doesnt really matter, then again maybe im fucking up inside, either way, if i tell myself that i feel great over again, hundred times, it’ll probobley get the act going again.
Plastic smiles.
If i was walking home, knowing damn well that i was going to ‘harm’ myself when i walked through the door, hell why not smile? i just wonder if anyone can actually see it.. under all my inner makeup.