These eyes might be pretty
If they belonged to someone else
This hair might be gorgeous
If on someone else but me
These hands might be helping
If they belonged to a better mind
This brain might be smart
If it belonged to one who’d use it
These ideas might be good
If not fraught with so much doubt
I might be considered cute
By someone who was blind
I might be considered brave
If there was no where I could hide
I’d be happy
….Maybe if I died
Self hate, my favorite game