i know when i look at the rest of the world i see a happy place where no one has to worry about life. i know that’s not the fucking truth but i do know this, the look at me like i’m a sin. like i’m not saposta be here on this earth. i go to a school where dressing and being preppy is an everyday lifestyle, but i use to think i wanted to be popular and like them.
now that i have gotten thru the mainstream and told colors to go fuck off the world has too. what is so damn wrong with being gothic god damn it!! i am very scared and concerned that i might decide to end it one day. i don’t want to but i want to get away. what i’m saying is that i need someone like me. i need to know that i’m not the only one. please. i’m not saying i’m a puss and i can’t take it, that i can do, but i’m like the only goth in my school (there are 2 of us) and i’m the only one who gets bull shit. they also think i’m wiccan so that doesn’t help. if there is anyone out there that feels the same way and knows what ‘m going thru please write me. i hate being alone. thank you
sincerely yours
bridgette