I’m not here, leave a message
-leave me alone-
I wont call you, you never call me
Go ahead, keep calling, keep talking
-you’re wasting energy on dead space-
It’s not that I hate you, I just dont have the energy
Nor do I have the patience to put up with you
Cause every moment, every breath,
Is spent keeping myself together
Dealing with the fact that I exist and I dont even know why
-insanity speaks through me-
All you see is the skin and ritualistic behavior
The real me is dead in the recesses of my mind
I am me when I dream, its the only place I can be myself
And be accepted in all my parts
In unconciousness I am happy, reality is my misery
-Avatarzero-