seeing

(my ex-bf walked past me and i looked at his eyes and instead of seeing bright colors and happiness i saw confusing and pain. i knew i had found my insperation so i owe this one to him-he owes me i guess we’re not all what we seem to be)

i see your eyes
your deep displeasure
my love i had for you
cannot be measured
your deepend heart
tore mine apart
and left it a shatter
now your love is gone
and so am i
tears start to sweel
deep in my eyes
i will not let you see
how much you still mean to me
i forbid my tongue
to speak the words
that make me run
so the pain swollows me whole
all of this, so the world wont know
of the feelings that i have
of the people that make me mad
of all the pain you brought to me
hidden from the world
from all to see