Yes, the world is fucked up. Because bad things happen. Because no one CARES. That’s just the way things are. And they tend to drive people crazy…
I’m just a kid. My mother left my father before I was born, and then abandoned me. Guess how I feel. So it’s not much of a shock that I’ve attempted suicide. The world’s a big place, what’s the big fucking deal if someone else dies, right? It’s not like they made any difference while they were alive. People don’t matter to the world or any “big plan”. Because if we all die, the world’s still gonna be here. Hell, the world would be better off because it’s being destroyed by ignorant human beings. People only matter to each other. No matter what, there’s always someone who cares. If I could end everyone’s pain by killing myself, I would. And upon telling someone this, he called me a selfless bitch and vowed to be the first one to stop me if I ever attempted to jab a knife into my wrist… Again… IM me and share your pain or something, or take your anger out on me. Maybe then I’ll be of some importance.
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well yea i feel ya life sucks only filled with darkness no one will understand so we might as well no expect them to i wonder why the ones r in pain aint dead yet i wanna cry i wanna die so what is there to do but live in pain 4 ever!!!
“the world’s a big place, what’s the big fucking deal if someone else dies, right?”
Wrong!!! that is so wrong! we all have a purpose and we all made and make a difference in the world weather you see it or not. . . if everyone died off th world would eventually end its all ready ending but maybe with out us would last alittle longer but will end with out us
Okay, so people make a difference… But we don’t feel it… I only joined this site because I feel useless to the world and needed a place to vent and talk about these issues. Thanks for your comment…
well we are all still to young to make a really difference to the world yet i mean we can do alittle but nothing major but some day you will feel very usefull to the world just like i will and everyone else who feels the same hang in there
Sometimes the useless feeling is unbearable, and people end it before they see what they can do for the world. I don’t want them to feel this way… I hate to see people die… *tears*
im affraid to die
that boy you mention… obviously you mean something to him. so don’t you think that if you matter to him, than you might mean something to other people to? i’ve always said that i could take someone who beats the shit out of may and takes advantage of me before i could take indifference… but sometimes, we create our own indifference.
Lexus, your comments are very cute and all, but it would help if they made sense… “if everyone died off th world would eventually end its all ready ending but maybe with out us would last alittle longer but will end with out us”
But SweetRelief, people do care, sometimes they have difficulty showing it, sometimes its the people you least expect that care the most, but people out there do care, and if you die, you will hurt them.