You’ll fly and then you’ll fall, and when you hit botom you’ll realize that you’re really not dead. That you never really were alive, and never had existed.
That you were only imagined by someone else and feel it all rish into one point, one single moment when you realize that everything you ever knew, were so sure about, is and always was a lie. And the feeling will rush into you at such a speed, as to melt your being. You’ll believe. . .no, you’ll know that time has ceased to move. Reality will dissapear and leave you with true knowledge. . . but only for a time. Because soon the feeling will disapate, the lies will return, and you’ll exept them as true.
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You have broken through like me…and will never be the same on the inside again. Enlightenment comes in a moment but can never be held onto, and is not meant to be held onto.
It is hard to stop yourself falling back into habit, but at least you have known, and if you try really hard…will know it again.
interesting thoughts to ponder for awhile.
I’m content if even just one person can relate. So many things that I’ve realized are lies, yet so many things keeping me from remembering.
It can be hard to remember at the begining of it all. I used to say that I had a bad memeory when I was younger, but over time it’s quite incredible what can be remembered in quite a lot of detail and in essense. Sometimes remembering requires finding a quiet space to contemplate and think without distraction, at others you need an event to trigger off the remembering.
You’ll find that the intense events in your life will hold the most memories and can be the most important to observe in your life. They can be your guides and lead to paths of understnading if you persisit in them long enough and not shove them aside if you find the going gets too tough.
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