Life as i know it has gone to hell….ive always known that life wasnt perfect, but with everything goin through my head that is confermed once again…. i have come ot the conclusion that “we” are put on this earth as a joke, stuck as a link between humanity and insanity in which we either choose to go towards one or the other….
but incase our creator hasnt noticed, most of the time we dont succeed in goin to humanity since insanity is so strong and much more promising than leading a normal life….i mean, honestly…if givin the choice i think everyone would choose insanity just because of the fact that humanity never leads to anything….humanity itself is a lie, much like the lies peopel live every day because they live in the HUMAN world instead of the real shit world/s we live in….
this may not be as clear as i anticipated, but its good enough for my pleasure….atleast one of me understands it
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I think you’re mixed up.
I think you’ve created this ultimatum between being ‘normal’ and being ‘insane’. I don’t think you need to make this choice at all, it’s already made for you.
All humanity holds an element of insanity within it, which is why all people do stupid things, and all people fuck up from time to time.
I figure if you really see a choice between humanity and insanity, then take the middle road, and the rest of the world tends to follow you.
All you have to do is know where to draw the line between the two sides of yourself.
::B::
you make it sound so easy….do tell how YOU choose your side
well, i have to agree with red rage. . .there are 2 ultimatums, its just how deep you go into them. How strongly you vow yourself into conformity. . .or how far you let yourself fall into insanity. Its more like a balance/scale than anything. The guys in the mental ward. . .well. .they just took it too far. . .and the political/government?. . .lmfao. .well. .they’re no better than the madmen. They’re just on the other side of the scale thats tipped way too far into conformity/humanity. Personally, I’m surprised they havent caught me yet and dragged me off to the asylum. Kinda starting to wonder if I’d enjoy the vacation. . . . .(sry, i’ve had a few drinks tonight. ..im rambling)
Insanity sits on both sides of the extremes. You can be on the side of science and be brilliant and completely go over the edge when you see it as being god at that end. On the other extreme we have the religious where you can be so into that side that you follow the path to such an absurd extent that you go over the edge there too. So on one side we have the insane genius, on the other side we have the insane monk.
I’d agree with Red*Rage that there are too many extremes out there in the world at large and within the realms of humanity stiring up wars and trouble in life.
Few will take the middle road, much less know what the idea of the middle road is, but you will know it when you finally step upon it. It’s an odd feeling…you can feel all the forces pulling around you but you can also feel you need to move forward only toward goals and aims, the essense of things what they truely are…not what the two extremes percieve them to be.
red*rage, just because it’s possible doesn’t make it easy. I never claimed it was. I also never claimed I’d chosen a side.
I agree that there are too many people who don’t try, letting themselves be swayed, without exerting any force themself.
The thing about this battle that makes it so unappealing is that you can never win. There’s no end post, where you reach equilibrium, because the smallest outside force can upset everything. I think that’s what discourages people from trying.
All I’m saying is that you have to try and reach the middle road, even if you can’t ever achieve it. Because it’s the battle that makes you who you are.
That’s just my experience, I’m not saying I’m right and you’re wrong
::B::
IM just a wonderer myself, like many, tryin to find themselves and discovering many options along the way….and this is what ive found on my quest….thanx anyway blacklight
IM just a wonderer myself, like many, tryin to find themselves and discovering many options along the way….and this is what ive found on my quest….thanx anyway blacklight
IM just a wonderer myself, like many, tryin to find themselves and discovering many options along the way….and this is what ive found on my quest….thanx anyway blacklight
sry for the repeat dunno what happened to this fuckin computer…
In my opinion, it depends on the exsprences you have and the way you were raised as to how your outlook on life will be. In Red*Rage’s life, he obviously hasnt had too many mediums, if any. So to him, the existance of a middle road do not appear as an option. Just the high road or the low road. The road that may make him happy and the one that could make him miserable. Although it is hard to be in the right frame of mind on ither path that is chosen. Ither way, there will be confusion, and the constant internal battle of yourself. Good luck in ither path.
If you’re willing, Red*Rage, and would like to at least have a try, why not look into “Zen” philosphy and walking ‘The Middle Way’. I’m not implying looking into the religious buddhist side of it, just the philosophy of zen. A lot of it deals with breaking down illusions about the world as it is percieved
…just a thought…